i can breathe now

To say this past school year in the public school system was a bitch (excuse the language please (and this is being mild)) would be an understatement to say the least. School has basically been out a full month for me and I find myself in a good place again; I have some room to breathe, think, relax, and rest. This past month has allowed me a lot of time to prep new canvases, work out compositions, complete a commission, and do a ton of drawing and painting.

Don’t get me wrong, even though the school year was a beast, I still worked in time for drawing and painting, it is too important to me not too. There just wasn’t a lot of time for the business of art (like keeping a website up to date).

Here is just a sampling of what I have been up to since I last posted in January. You can also find links to two painting projects, something you might call a miniseries, on the home page. In the oil painting and watercolor portfolio pages I have put a few new things in that may not make it in this post for the sake of brevity. If you are interested in seeing what I am up to on a more regular basis, follow me on Instagram (link below) – it’s just a lot easier for me to keep that media outlet current.

a new large format painting in progress and two comps for two more large format paintings.

Paintings and sketches from a recent trip to the Blue Ridge Mountains in North Carolina

Another work in progress using some watercolor drawings I’ve been wondering what to do with.

starting the year

As usual, It’s been months since updating. I found this meme that pretty much sums it up. I’m sure many of you will relate.

Christmas break was very productive and I’m ready for the new year. I did a lot of prep work and started on two new paintings. I also have two small 6″ x 9″ paintings I started en plein air on a short vacation in November. These are part of what has shaped up to be a short series of five paintings. One was finished up last week. The paintings range in size from the two smaller 6 x 9s to one large 32 x 36.

I have two more canvases laid out of the houses on my street, one of which is my house! This will wrap up that series. I decided to redo one of the previous paintings and that’s one ready to go as well. After that I have some ideas to expand the work into a broader series of suburban residential landscapes, something I’m really excited about.

Since I’m not feeling especially chatty right now and since drawing and painting comes easier than words, I’ll wrap this up by just showing you what’s been going.

Drawings

it’s hard

One of my favorite comedians, Kyle Kinane, has a joke in which one of the lines goes: “It’s hard being a human being.” Exactly. My wife and I repeat this line to each other very often and always with laughter. It is hard being a human being.

I’m not leading with this to say that being an artist is hard but just to say life is hard. Being an artist is not intrinsically harder than any other endeavor someone makes a choice to take on. I’m not interested in comparisons here. It’s just to say that too many times I find myself in the place I was in in my last post – What have I even been doing?

So once again to answer the question, “What have I even been doing?” Here’s what I’ve been doing since my last post:

And while I was doing this painting and drawing I also continued to make progress with my kitchen renovation (which has been put on the back burner for a while). Classes at the arts center where I teach drawing and painting have started back up. Perhaps most significantly I have started back to my job as a public school teacher at one of the local high schools. That certainly has been no small transition and it has been an extremely and unusually difficult return to school this year.

Please don’t take me to be bragging. Honestly this has far more to do with me helping me keep perspective and me doing some journalling too. I don’t often share even this much of my internal dialogue with many people. A small part of this is also a reply to a few folks who walk into my studio and in some form or fashion say, “oh… I’ve already seen this.”

It’s hard being a human being.

post script

After all the brooding I found myself taking good advantage of a cool-for-July day to work outside.

I spent almost two hours this morning on the grey house painting. Through out the rest of the day and evening I worked on composing numbers 5 and 6 of the suburban landscapes. A restful and productive day.

what have I even been doing???

What have I even been doing??? I am not asking this as if an imaginary person is asking it of me. This what I am frequently asking myself these days. “What have I even been doing??? Because it sure doesn’t seem like you’ve been doing much painting or drawing! What’s up with that???” I ask this question of myself in a very judgmental way, as if to say you are one lazy so and so, are you even committed to doing this art and painting thing?!

In all honesty, I do tend to ask myself this a lot anyway and especially at this point in the summer.

Though it has been almost two months or more, I did finish the “Yellow House and Green House” painting and started the “Grey House” painting. These are part of a series of suburban landscapes of the houses on my street painted en plein air.

In June ACME Art Studios where I rent studio space opened its doors back up for the city’s Fourth Friday Gallery night with a studio wide group show. We were all beyond excited and happy for it. So there was that and it did take me a few days to prepare.

One immediate outcome of June’s gallery night was this still life. These are the flowers that were placed out in my studio as part of my welcome to visitors. It was pretty easy to get this painting done considering there was little option but to get it done before they wilted beyond recognition (which I think would make for an equally nice painting). Now I could have certainly taken a picture and then paint from that, but then I have made a resolution to paint not quite exclusively from life. So, yeah, not an option to not finish it.

I have also worked on two commissions. There’s that. For some reason I tend to exclude those in my count of “What Have I Even Been Doing?” survey. However, they do count and other than the fact that they are not my personal projects, I could not explain my reason for stubbornly refusing to count commissions as getting-some-painting-done.

The job that I do not grant myself much kindness for in my “What Have I Even Been Doing?” survey is a kitchen remodel. I have installed a base cabinet, custom built and installed a shelf, tore out two base cabinets, custom built and installed a bench seat, and turned a coat closet into a kitchen pantry. The job, as you can imagine, is still in progress.

No Trey, it is not drawing or painting. You are right about that. However, it is design work. It is creative work. You have also been trained in that kind of work. You enjoy that kind of work. It is a BIG job and summer is pretty much the biggest chunk of time you have for such a project.

What have I even been doing??? Maybe not as many paintings as in years past but the year is not over and I haven’t exactly been sloughing off. Be kind to yourself.

steady, not necessarily slow but not exactly fast

There’s been plenty going on since my last post in March, much that I am thankful for. I completed a commission and have two new ones ready to get underway. So that’s pretty exciting. I started work last month on a new personal painting project. As always the school year keeps me busy and despite the unusual circumstances that have dominated the school year, I had a great time with the students and they accomplished some amazing things in the shop.

My personal project is for a series of paintings that I unknowingly started last year when I did a plein air painting looking down my street. Continuing with that initial painting, I am going on around the cul-de-sac I live on. This idea was inspired by a photograph I took one evening of a particularly amazing sky. Also, I have resolved that all of my oil paintings will be done plein air or from life, at least primarily, further inspiration for the series.

Other thoughts for new work are brewing which involve a much smaller format than I have traditionally used. I purchased a few 6″ x 8″ canvases and made a few 6″ x 8″ panels too. If I had to guess, this new work will be some plein air “sketches” using oil paints.